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We all have bipolar neurons -
brain cells with two processes.
Bipolar neurons process light
Some of us have bipolar disorder
where our moods chemically switch into two severe states
into mania and depression.
Sometimes we're fighting darkness
some days we're drowning in light
both are dangerous
both are debilitating
both can kill us
But we are all human.
We all have bipolar neurons and they keep us alive.
Some of us have bipolar disorder, which can lead us to suicide.
So next time you insult me for being bipolar,
remember that at a cellular level, your brain is bipolar too.
The difference is that my brain is cellularly bipolar
but it is chemically and structurally bipolar too.
Bipolar disorder needs your understanding
not your judgment.
This is a disease that brings us to our knees
this is a disease that can destroy families and lives.
This is a chemical reality that feels like a waking nightmare,
like trying to breathe inside antimatter and black holes
or feeling that euphoria, feeling like a celestial being, a supernova
as your sanity swings from pole to pole.
Have empathy and understanding.
Those of us with bipolar disorder
are just trying to survive.
And all of us have bipolar neurons
to process light.
brain cells with two processes.
Bipolar neurons process light
Some of us have bipolar disorder
where our moods chemically switch into two severe states
into mania and depression.
Sometimes we're fighting darkness
some days we're drowning in light
both are dangerous
both are debilitating
both can kill us
But we are all human.
We all have bipolar neurons and they keep us alive.
Some of us have bipolar disorder, which can lead us to suicide.
So next time you insult me for being bipolar,
remember that at a cellular level, your brain is bipolar too.
The difference is that my brain is cellularly bipolar
but it is chemically and structurally bipolar too.
Bipolar disorder needs your understanding
not your judgment.
This is a disease that brings us to our knees
this is a disease that can destroy families and lives.
This is a chemical reality that feels like a waking nightmare,
like trying to breathe inside antimatter and black holes
or feeling that euphoria, feeling like a celestial being, a supernova
as your sanity swings from pole to pole.
Have empathy and understanding.
Those of us with bipolar disorder
are just trying to survive.
And all of us have bipolar neurons
to process light.
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My corset makes me pretty, and I feel fine
I didn't pay a cent cause all the bones are mine
Another finger down my throat, it feels good to cleanse
Amphetamines and sickness are my only friends
I promised yesterday
I haven't done it since
But they're here, today
To fuck me up again
I've never felt better than when they're choking me
Bringing me down sizes till I'm too perfect to see
(Hiding in the shadow of the cigarette smoke,
Tracing reddened patterns down my corset bones)
Purged and pure like a mannequin
Perfect, I'll never leave this place again
Desperate, like no one else will ever know
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my emotions are like
spilled paint, flooding
the streets with an array
of manic colors. the fumes
rise into the air like the
angel-sweet smoke from
a stick of incense, and my
peers are getting high off
my mania laced with misery.
[they'll never forget me after
i'm gone, my epitaph
depicting my fame].
i'm staring at the city
skyline from the edge of
a cliff, questioning my
existence yet falling in love
with the incandescent lights
under the midnight sky,
reflecting in my midnight eyes.
i try to refrain from leaping
off, slowly letting go of my
education, my enemies, the
memories that haunt my
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She is the girl with twenty seven lies
etched into her ribcage. They follow
the contours like music notes, every
word, every insult a new, shrill note
in scar tissue that makes her
scream.
[Stupid; Whore; Moron;
Failure;
Imperfect]
She is the girl distorted in the carnival
mirror behind her eyes; warped, twisted
into the grotesque side show creature hidden
behind the curtain.
[Ugly; Fat; Bitch;
Not Enough;
Imperfect]
She is the girl living her life in numbers. The
scale her judgment, her worth, the never
ending countdown to the unobtainable.
[Fatass; Disgusting; Grotesque;
Imperfect;
IMPERFECT]
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I wrote this five minutes ago, after another person insulted me for being a "fucked up bipolar".
This is for anti-stigma and mental illness awareness. We don't have to be ashamed of having a disease.
No, you don't have bipolar. But you have bipolar cells.
Maybe I have bipolar. But that doesn't mean I deserve your stupid slurs. I'm not ashamed of myself. I speak out about this illness, because I live with it, and it's a huge part of my life. Sugarcoating it, hiding it, living in denial or being ashamed will only make my life harder. It takes a lot of strength to battle this kind of intensity every day, to accept help and go in and out of hospital. It takes strength to be open about that too. But it takes no strength at all to try to bring someone down for something they can't control.
Grow up. We're all bipolar. I'm just bipolar in a different way
This is for anti-stigma and mental illness awareness. We don't have to be ashamed of having a disease.
No, you don't have bipolar. But you have bipolar cells.
Maybe I have bipolar. But that doesn't mean I deserve your stupid slurs. I'm not ashamed of myself. I speak out about this illness, because I live with it, and it's a huge part of my life. Sugarcoating it, hiding it, living in denial or being ashamed will only make my life harder. It takes a lot of strength to battle this kind of intensity every day, to accept help and go in and out of hospital. It takes strength to be open about that too. But it takes no strength at all to try to bring someone down for something they can't control.
Grow up. We're all bipolar. I'm just bipolar in a different way
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I can't describe how much I relate to this. I found out I had bipolar about 3 years ago and i've be struggling with suicidal thoughts. But now that my medicine is right im feeling better. Beautiful work!